NOR SHAHIDA IRDAYU

when i saw u,

i was scared to talk to you....

when i first talk to you,

i was scared to kiss you...

when i first kiss you,

i was scared to love you...

now that i love u,

i'm scared to lose you............

Awk you look so stressfull today..naper nie awk...hmm share lah kiter kan ader...atleast i can do sumthing for u to put a smile on ur face...

sumtimes when i looked at ur face i feel lyke crying, sumtymes makes me happy seyh..haiz wish i can set smile on ur face everyday seyh..kiter tak suker awk sedih it make my heart feel bad and hurts seriusly...

u know wat all this while i've been thinking abt u, ur smile ur careness towards me..i luve u alot...n i love u alwaysy...im serius..tanks agains ur ma fwen ma luv n ma bestie....

keluarga ku

wahai ibu dan ayah kush....

naper ayah dan ibu suker bela akak dan adib...

diri adik ibu ketepikan..dari kecik adek tk pernah rase kasih sayang kepade kedua2 ibu dan ayah...apakah adek ader tersilap...tk cukup kah perkorbanan adek kepade ibu dan ayah...selame ini adek kat kerje tak mkn kerna terfkr masaalah adek..maner lain keluarge ni maner lain kehidupan adek dan kerje adek...ibu tak tahu ker kerje adek bukan yg ibu ingatkan, adek menghantar nyawe biler kerje sebagai ahli bombe ini..ingat tk adek ckp adek hampir tinggalkan dunia ini biler adek berkerje..banyak cabaraan adek sudah lalui dan akan melalui nanti..adek berkejer keras untuk ibu dan ayah...adek tknk lihat ibu atau ayah kerje adek fkr tentang ibu dan ayah tapi diri adek...cume kasih syg ibu dan ayah sudah cukup untuk meletak senyum kepade muke adek...ibu kate akak..tapi ader akak fkr tentang bu ataupun ayah...susah untuk adek menerima ini...tapi apa kah daya adek cume beredor agar satu hari terbukak mata hati ibu.......

cinta

ma topic of tday is CINTA...........

Cinta itu indah pabila seorang dapat bertemu dengan teman sejati nya..

walaupun seindah cinta itu , di sebalik nya banyak cabaran akan di lalui dan tempuhi...cinta itu di bagi tiga....yang pertama cinta syaitan, cinta syaitan itu adalah dua insan yang tengah berduan bersama dan syaitan akan mengoda mereka sampai terlanjut..kedua cinta jin , cinta jin pula ia merupai seorg wanita dan mengasot lelaki dan mengoda jugak....dan terakhir...syurga cinta........cinta yg sebenar dan cinta yang ihklas...padangan pertama kepada dua sahabat..dari perkenalan sahabat makin rapat dan menjadi teman hanya tuhan yg menentu kan antare mereka..yg menjagai satu antara sama dan memberi kejujuran dan kesetiaan kepada cinta mereka..susa bersama,senang bersama,gembira bersama dan menangis bersama....impian boleh menjadi nyata kalau di usahakan..jikalau ia di lukai dan di hinai terputus lah cinta dan merosak lah hati yg suci ini.......

its a promise n i mean it

if it takes years i'll still be waiting for u....if u have anione along the ways dun hesitate but plz dun get hurt...still u can ask me for ani assistance coz im willing to wait n help u...i can be ur sharer ur tree or ur bestie...hearts u alot bestie....

plz forgive me...if theres anitink i can du to make u forgive me i'll du it...but plz i dun wanna lose u...

insan bernama ayu...

assalam..awk tkmu sowie awk, awk tak uat pape salah pun awk...memang btol aper awk ckp..im sori to follow ma emotions i cant help it i cant stop thingkin abt u... but im trying ma best to stay whre i am..im trying to keep the reletionship with u going on..u r nice with me too n u r the first person that i can easily get track with..i tresure u alot even ur ma bestie..mayb wat u say its true kiter cume rador aper yg akan berlaku..kiter tak berniat nk uat awk luker ataupun uat awk berase bersalah..kiter tak tau mcm maner nk ckp nan awk..tapi kiter harap awk takan jauhi diri dari kiter..kiter akan tetap nizam celeng yg awk knal..izam ingin ayu jadi kwn yg paling indah buat nizam, aper yg izam tekater salah tlg maafkan dan jika izam terlukakan hati ayu tlg ampunilah izam..nari memang btol2 izam cant cleep coz tinkin abt tis...fkiran tau awk..selagi awk bersedih slagi tu kiter tk senang utk tdor...kiter tak sangup lihat airmata awk mengalir dari mata ker pipi..kadang2 i may b playful but wat kiter leh uat utk awk ketawe ader uat benda yg mepek ataupun lawak2 yg uat awk senyum..tlg tlg tlg jgn jauhi diri awk dari kiter... kalau awk tak leh trima kiter apa yg kiter leh uat tapi tkmu lpskan atau jauhi persahabatan kiter...kiter da 3 tahun 5 hari sgl..dan walaupun kiter baru knal awk..da mcm 10 tahun knal awk...kiter tertawe biler teringat pertame kiter knal awk..dgn kiternyer nyanyi pelat H haha..n org salu tanya awk kejer maner..senyuman tu lah yg kiter nak lihat dari muker awk yg berseri..kiter harap awk maafkan lah kiter jika kiter ada tersilap bahase ataupun care kiter membuat hati awk pedih...sekian sahabatmu faizulnizam

Im In Delima....

assalam..

awk naper hidup kiter begini..kiter benar2 sygkan awk,kiter tahu awk di lukai,kiter pun tahu awk maceh sygkan nasir jgn ckp nasir dulu..tapi btul2 di dalam hati awk..awk maseh menyayangi nyer...memang kiter sedih tapi ape kan daya hanya dgn temani awk ajer kiter leh tenangkan fikiran kiter...awk tahu..bukan senang untk diri kiter dpt seorg gadis seperti awk ataupun seorg teman seperti awk,untk diri kiter memang siaper yg nk..aper yg membuat kiter tepikat pada awk adalah kejujuran awk, motivasi awk dan care2 awk...impian kiter selain ajak ibu dan ayah pergi ke mecca adalah mendapati insan seperti awk..kerana care awk dan kate awk..kiter terfikir psl diri kiter..adaka btol perjalanan kiter bukan hanya kiter sorng yg susah da fikiran tapi ada yg lain yg lebih susah dan fikiran..kiter hanya boleh bantu melindungi dan menghargai awk..kiter jumpe awk hari2 kerna nk temani awk maaf kalau kiter kejer kiter tk dpt menemani awk kiter ingin awk hidup bahgia dpt skola tlg ibu n ayah n wira capai impian awk kiter hanya boleh buat itu semua untk meluarkan prasaan kiter tapi kadang2 terluka dan menangis hanya mendengar suare merdu awk..awk tahu tiap kali awk baring ataupun tido kat peha kiter kiter menangis sambil memigang rambut atau tangan awk..kiter nk kater ngan awk tapi kiter tahu bukan masenyer..kiter tknk psl nie awk trus tknk berkwn ngan kiter ,tlg eh awk tkmu psl kiter syg dan cinte awk then awk tlus jauhkan diri pade kiter..harap awk pun fahami perasaan kiter k awk...sampai sini sajer..kiter hanya nk awk bahagia..maaf kalau kiter tersalah kater kepade awk..kalau kiter ader buat salah tlg tegur kiter sekian wassalam

sadness in me

another day have pass im still wondering in ma dark lyfe , flashbacks run true me and tears always in ma eyes althouhg im smiling but i can't felt the same i use to be pain n crack were in my heart...tomorow it will be three years i've been sgl n im still alone i realy need sumone to share ma probs n have sum friendship going on...i admire tis gurl and i promise miself that i'll wait for her no matter what i'll stick to mi decision mayb its not the right tyme...we have alot of problem going on she with hers n as for me mi family problems...its very easy to share with her i felt safe talking n sharing with her...i realy lyke it alot when she smile the last two days i cried coz i saw n hear she sings n smile joyfully i cried coz tats ma dream to make her happi n cried coz ma crush getting more deep when she share aniting with me...i luve her alot....n i hope the day will come n i'll be patience and waiting for u...Nor Shahid Irdayu...

luvly memories

hey..hey...

im back hmm...

im happi today coz i met e whole family of ma bestie..

met her father mother sista and brotha...nice n sweet family yaww...

hearts her alot...when i hold her hand i felt sumtin okward..i felt sumting chillin maself haiz i saw her holding things that she wanted and i know its hard for her to affort but im willing to help her...im willing to help u ayu....awk jgn putus asa k...walaupun mcm maner ibu tetap syg awak cume tk meluarkan..jgn risau awk kite akan sentiase menemani awk...sampai sin ajer k lappi wira pun da nk condam kiter post lag lain kali k sekan assalam agar tercapai impian ku....

September...

E 22 Beats Twins
Ma Dearest Bestie


Lost loved Bro Mimin

Hey swt voice

Serizawa

Barbello

hey yaw..

i start with a simple low lyfe without frens without care of family. Jus me, maself slacking alone and tring to make fwens along the way...

but friendship have made me take to a wrong path..as i expirience of wat i do wat i see and wat i felt its very sad tragic that have happen to my lyfe..

after e two years of wasting my lyfe i met a fwen officially made hym as ma bro name by Barbello..in a good way he show me how to tagged along with new faces and i show him how to dress up funny thing that im from a bad person changing in a good person even its hard to change but i tried ma best being friendly and humble....

after we know each other he bring me to this place that i even meet alot of fwens..and even i had met a gurl i was looking for...1st tyme i set my eyes on her i realy had a crush on her ya even though we jus knew each other but i felt very bright deeply in me when i get to know her more...after awhile a get to know her birth on 08/12/90 i decided to make an surprise for her sorry didnt manage to take a few of e pics but it was totally happening bestie all around cake was fix up present were given too her...

imanage to make her so happy tat she wana cried butwe told her not too cause birthday girl cant cried u see...hehes oki i'll guess i'll be back for mre story n pics yaww..tc cheers