12/01/10

haiz...still e same as days go on...i cant tink straight seyh haiz keliru lagi....u know wat i cried today OMG!!!!!depan bestie agi....haiz...n she hug me...biler dier nak alik ku kish her forehead i was shock i did tat.....making me more felling lyke crying n dun wanna let her go....haiz...i guess i cant fade it off after all i tried but it jus wat feelings says....i dun wan her to know coz its hard for me to say it out..infront of her lagi tu i dun want her to be angli or sad...i jus keep quiet of ma painless tragedy..hold it hard....keep strg...but every time i sit alone i cried in the sudden...i luv her alot...wiwi y cry...nakmu cry coz of me..i know u hapy to see tat but i guess dream is jus a dream if onli its reality then i'll hug both of u...u two means alot to me...same goes as TMK Bros....nakmu cry2 k...ku tetap besabar k...mayb tiada jodoh antare kiter mcm kak ckp...nanak pakse cinter tak bagus wiwi...da nakmu bri k kau membuat ku menangis..da nie da lewat mlm ku tak balik pun nari psl ayah dan ibu kiter...hampa hati biler mereka ckp kiter tak guna..tapi apa kan daya tanpa drg kiter tkder wujud di dunia ini..da lah ku tak tahu nk g maner lps nie..harap bejumper lag nanti k comp...assalam...