mi Painless Memories

now..i realise everything...i dunno how to relive

miself..i cried almost everyday single day..the most person ever i love is you..but i know it will not happen between us from the start i know..yes true i told u already but it keeps coming out from mi mouth..its a painless thing but i cant force u..its ur love lyfe i dun wana be a forcer...mayb u tink im not the right person..after i had a crush then to love u..its not easy to be erase n its hard for me to stable myself..as wat i say u realy mean alot to me...n i'lldu anitink to make u happi even if it hurts me...n this is wat im trying to do now..to make u happy although im hurt badly but for ur happiness i'll always cheer u up..u can always n always count on me..if u saw me crying u should understand y..but i dun wan u to feel bad...dun wori if i wana cry i will go sumwhere else first k..keep smiling always i hearts u alot haiz..jus...take care of urself...plz...