The Onli bestie That i Have

hey..its been a hard tyme for me tis days..sori for all the stupidity post...i just cant face the fact..a jerk lyke me tears runing everyday,although it keeps hurting in me i jus want her to feel hapi be hapi...yes of course i love her but wat could i do i cant make a person to love me..n i cant force her to love me...i can onli hope tats dreams n hope sumtime du came true...

DEE_OKINAWA

do u know that through out all tis years since i was 1 till tday..

u r the onli bestie that i have...

i didnt have ani bestie through out tis years, u show me everything i need to know from fwens to family n to careers...

show me wats life is all about..

i loved u not because of the crush that i had on u..

but the way u are the way u treat people the way u loved the serounding around u...

its an honor tat i know u..

n its an honor to be ur bestie..

of course i would lyke been with u but i understand ur situation sumtyme love reali do hurts alot..

im jus onli confuse wats so difference in me...

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every moment tat i spent between us n TMK i'll treasure even e single tears of joy on ur bday tat u droped i'll treasure it...

i reali want u to be happi forget about ma feeling let me handle it..

yes its hard but i'll cry..

wont die trying right..its worth a try...

da awk nakmu sad2...kiter maseh hidup...skg awk da ader yang punyer terpakse kiter undur diri...kiter tak beniat nk tipu awk..kiter cume tknk awk rase besalah and kiter cume nk act normal...tapi cume pedih kat hati ini terlalu kuat...kuat sungguh bagi kiter...skg kiter harap awk akan bahagia dan kiter harap awk ngan chucky kekal dan abadi.....

sekian

Izam_Serizawa