pedih larh seyh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wow...hmm pening ler....pening seyhh...u forgot tday we suppose to go out together seyh bestie...haiz...u say u'll make it tday..but wat to do u gotur own plans tkperlah...i guess its jus understanding thing...i would not be home again tday..feeling lyke not going home tday...dun say jus tday its everyday..damn fucking sad n stress...i dunno wat to do again..i wana give up lyfe..OMG IBU MASOK HOSPITAL TADI PAGI..nangis jap seyh...i came back home n ibu jus sit still then kiter kejot2 ibu then ibu keep still i call ambulance....then ambulance come i carry mi mom down....yesterday i go home 5 am then it happen haiz....nw ibu da ampai umah..da oki sikit...kiter da tknk lagi hidup haiz...tk faham lagi aper yg hidup ini ingin...ibu ngan ayah asyik marah...saye bingit ngan dorg tapi syg...but serius kiter nk klua ngan awk seyh nari..i take yesterday leave to have happi tyme ngan awk tau...hmm..pedihh.....................mcm maner kiter nk terang kan kiter taknak awk marah tapi ending up...hmm...tkpe awk..i learn ma lessonnot to be a selfish guy...onli wiwi know wat i've been through..awk nk tahu y awk tanyer wiwi k..tapi dun misunderstood wat i say k......in dream tears fading off Izam Serizawa TMK

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